The hardest part of loving someone who is an addict is the confusion. The confusion over how they could put themselves through what they do. The confusion over how they let the addiction grow to consume their life. The confusion over how they lost the love they once had for their life. The confusion over why they don’t seem to want your help. The confusion over why they would rather keep you at a distance than let you be close to them the way you once were.
But most of all, the confusion over why they are ok with gambling with the only life they have been given.
To the one in my life that this is about- i love you more than anything. I am here for you always.